MollyWho?

Okay so, I'm not THAT cold anymore. It could be warmer in here but w/e. Our heating system is really confusing and there is no way I can use it. Terry can't even figure it out - Michaela is like, the only one who can actually work the damn thing and even then she puts it real low so that our bills aren't too big by the end of the month. Trouble is, M can be seriously scary and we're too scared to ask her to put it up because if you go into an argument with M; you rarely come out alive.

It wouldn't even matter anyway seeing as M went out with some of our friends and Terry had to go to work. I got to stay at home, despite being invited by M to go out with the girls. I've got work to do - as you know - and there's ALOT of it. Really, no joke. So now I'm home alone, Vince is inside because of her operation but that doesn't count, and even though I know I have to get something done today - I can't help but check my Buzznet or w/e. And Vince needs some company - she's actually sitting on my lap now as I type and playing with the keys. I just deleted a whole load of stuff which she typed. All rubbish like: jhiudf89u32 54'c#z]cszfi nsjdpjaspjJPhfdoi; or w/e. I think the painkillers have been restricting the oxygen to her tiny little brain or something. That cat isn't all there. I like being home alone, then sometimes I don't.

Sometimes I enjoy not having to make too much noise beacsue Terry's concentrating on his paitings or w/e, and then sometimes it's nice to be able to do w/e I want without M telling me if it's unhealthy or a waste of time. I love that woman dearly but sometimes she can make you feel so small. Then, I think that the apartment wouldn't be the same without them and the arguments or the laughter or the tears - minus Terry; he doesn't cry. And I'm right. The apartment wouldn't be the same. Even I'd be different. I'd be living in mess because M always cleans up the empty take-out boxes I've left and I certainly wouldn't have painting after painting to cover the walls because Terry is an amazing artist. The house - apartment really but it feels like a house because we have a little garden on our balcony and "house" sounds better - is my home away from home. I know that my real home is pretty far away but I never really get homesick because this place is like my real home too. I've got a mother figure in M and Terry is like an older brother; something that I never had as a child.

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